Purple Flower Pumps
So not the best day, but a day.
Not feeling so hot. Should have went to my appointment today, but was hoping that things would improve and didn't want to drive all the way down to the city to have the doctor tell me he can't do anything right now. So now I have been laying here for the past 5 hours very uncomfortable, because I decided to try to eat again.
It's becoming increasingly frustrating dealing with this health nonsense. I try not to get agitated about it, but some days I just can't help it. I just want to be able to eat. To eat and not be in a ton of pain. To eat and not fight to keep it down. To eat and not be able to watch my stomach swell before my eyes.
It's been three weeks since my procedure.
It's been two months since I've been able to train.
I just want to be able to do what a lot of people take for granted. Eat and not be in pain. Eat and be able to digest it.
For whatever reason - this challenge has been brought into my life - and I need to find a way to deal with it. Deal with it both physically and mentally. Right now I am obviously not there physically and tonight, I am definitely not there mentally. I think it's best at this point to just head to bed, hopefully wake up tomorrow with the distension lessened and my mind a little less troubled.
"Opportunities to find deeper powers within ourselves come when life seems most challenging"
Joseph Campbell
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