Blue Flower Heels
Thought I would do a quick blog - while I am semi-conscious.
Being tired is one thing - being tired and emotionally drained is another. I am supposed to train tonight - digging down and trying to get myself awake enough to do so. And hoping that it is not another night filled with emotions. I wanted to grapple tonight, however with some stuff going on work tonight - I will need to get home and test the system after some changes are made.
I am trying to stay focused on my upcoming trip to NOLA with some ninjas. Do some shopping, start making my packing list, make a shopping list, etc. - because I know that will keep me in a positive mind frame. I want to go clothes shopping - it's looking like I will take a trip to the mall on Sunday. This weekend is the husband's birthday and I want my cheat meal to be a good one. If he decides no dinner - then I think I will go ninja shopping Saturday night.
Time to get moving. Time to get ready to go to my happy place - and find a way to deal with the emotional emptiness from a big part of that now missing. The way that I will do that is by hitting the bag.
"Following your feelings will lead you to their source. Only through emotions can you encounter the force field of your own soul."
Gary Zukav
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