What The Bleep Shoes
I think every person has their breaking point. The moment when you just can't take anything else being thrown your way. The moment when you feel that something has got to give and or you just might snap. The moment when every other word out of your mouth is F this and F that. The moment when you could just crawl under your blanket and stay there until the craziness passes.
I'm there.
So then it makes me wonder - what is it that I am supposed to be learning from all of this right now? How am I supposed to 'pass this test'? When is the positive moment going to come? How much more $h*t can I possibly handle? Am I jinxing myself by thinking that?
I think I would feel more confident in handling everything if it was all coming from one aspect of my life. But it's not. It feels like every part of my life is taking a hit one way or another - some bigger than others.
I don't want to feel like I am walking around in a pair of jacked up looking shoes. Ones that were created with all of the spare crap just laying around and some super glue to hold it together. I want to be strutting around in a pair of sexy feminine rockin' heels with a beaming smile to go along with them! I want to feel like I am on top of the world - not like life is using me as a doormat.
Maybe I need a good karma voodoo ninja doll...
"When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on"
Franklin D Roosevelt

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